It's a rough thing going through some hardship that really damages your self-esteem. Especially after you do a ton of climbing. The gradual downfall my life has gone through the past couple of years can only be pinned on one person. Myself. However, in all the bad things that have happened in that time, even more, amazing things have happened to me as well. You never know why life may put you in a position. Somehow in my very lucky 34 years on this planet, Life has taken me everywhere I need to go for the best development of my spirit.
I just hope it still plans on taking me across a couple of oceans.